12.59 AM: 10 minutes since I have been staring at blank screen…
1.06 AM: 17 minutes since I have been staring at an almost blank screen…
1.09 AM: Can’t think of anything to write!
1.13 AM: Coffee or Red Bull?
1.15 AM: Hot white chocolate Mocha it is!
1.16 AM: SHIT! #$%$! No milk!So, No coffee! To hell with Red Bull, too! Just plain H2O it is!
2.00 AM: Just deleted half a page of trashy stuff that made no sense at all.
2.07 AM: Should read something, will stimulate some ideas! New Yorker/Harper’s/David Sedaris?
2.23 AM: Article on misuse of cognitive enhancer drugs in colleges is too long…i think some of the kids in my TA class might have been on Addrell or Ritalin or whatever…always seemed under too much stress, poor kids.
2.26 AM: Feeling hungry
2.35 AM: Hash browns are the greatest thing on earth!
2.43 AM: Phaon was a mythical ferryman…, who hid among the lettuces… (reading Dictionary of mythology and religion)….lettuce! Ha ha…subway should be open 24 hrs.
2.XX AM(not sure!): Need to Pee!
3.03 AM: What the hell! A group of people, on road outside just disappeared, when I blinked…..I am hallucinating. Sleep deprivation. No, if I can analyze that I am hallucinating or not, then I am not hallucinating….whatever!
3.15 AM: Should go to sleep! Have a meeting tomorrow…Gudnite!
3.17 AM: Brush teeth. Pee or Not Pee?
3. 20 AM: Lights off!